And we meet again

And we meet again

Posted by Abstraction Personified

Incoherent Thoughts

Its been years. So much has happened. We've come so far from where we started. Life turned out to be better than anything I ever expected. Achieved so many things, left so many behind. I can safely say I've grown.. as a person.. as a human being.. I've found compassion. Thats important. Very.

I've also found my constant. Thats also important. VERY.

Funny thing is my constant isn't - well - CONSTANT. It keeps on growing... getting better with time - like wine and cheese does. If that makes sense?

Companionship is a gift. My family is part of my constant. Finding the right person to start it with was of absolute importance. Got that part right, I guess.. The right one lets you explore yourself, find yourself... the way you've never been explored.... from the deepest points to the most shallow ones.

Shallow - thats one thing I've always hated. Loathed. Not anymore, I guess. I've developed a special appreciation for "Shallow". It takes some nerve to be that, or the lack of.. Im not sure. I think the entire idea has a very materialistic touch to it..

After all these years I've grown to dislike materialism.. The only things you REALLY need to be happy are the clothes at your back, food in your stomach and ofcourse a nice comfy bed. The rest is just noise and luxury.. It makes you sluggish, slow, purposeless. 

Purposelessness is definitely a killer. To survive life you dont need one but to LIVE it you HAVE to have a purpose.. a longing.. a bitter ache that keeps you awake at night. Thankfully thats the other part of my constant.

For now, im happy.. content with my contants.. :)

Crazy Laughter!

Crazy Laughter!

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The best moments in ones life are those which are unplanned, spontaneous. Maybe the ones spent with your closest friends.

Just in the middle of a normal day, you see them, do stuff together, go crazy wild with laughter at the random-est jokes ever... jokes that the rest of the world won't even be able to comprehend.

Funny, in that one instant..one moment..one small second you live so much. There's so much to cherish. There's so much more added to the memories you've made together. So much more that you wont be able to forget.. Forever and ever!

Miles apart from family, but still with family. :)

Gone with the wind?

Gone with the wind?

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Funny you get associated with material things so much that it hurts to let them go. Maybe even willingly. Its like a part of your soul has been torn apart. Or maybe happiness being sucked out of your mortal being? You feel a loss. A non-retrievable loss. Then there's this pang of immense sadness. Its like something important in your life is missing. There is this hollowness around. The feeling when all the good memories with that one material thing are just not enough. When you want it back.... And you want it back desperately..!

Dear Baleno.

You were my first car here at Pakistan. You picked my weight when I thought I had nothing around. All the good trips we had on you. All the amazing rides. All the long drives. The terrible terrible accident. And that you survived it! :) Oh, I miss all those times I had you around. Its like every important memory, good or bad, is somehow associated with you!

I shall miss you and I shall miss you A LOT.

P.S. Yes, I'm a freak who writes a blog post on her car, addresses it, talks to it and maybe secretly cries over it too.