Swirling Storm
Posted by Abstraction Personified
How do you find the mental will to write when your insides are crumbling down and you're shattered to the core?
How do you face yourself when all you want to do is run away.... run away from yourself?
How, in the world, do you fix everything when you...yourself..are the one who spoiled it in the first place?
Hah. Wow. The ghosts which haunt you are actually memories of your past. YOUR memories. The memories YOU created YOURSELF. WILLINGLY.
Despise yourself, NEVER! Oh well. What do you do when you are left with no other option? How do you defeat the monsters then? The monsters that reside deep inside you?! How do you slay THAT dragon?! How, in heavens, do you banish those ghosts??!!
You want to flee.
You CAN'T!
You want to escape.
You CAN'T!
You don't want to think about it.
You CAN'T!
You want to shut it off...shut it away..in the deepest darkest corner of your head.
Haha. Try that!!! You CAN'T! :D
You want to heal the wounds.
HAHAHA. Isn't it a little too early for that? Oh and what about the scars anyway? They would still be there.. You definitely CAN'T! :D
You want to fix everything.
Error: Damage beyond repair!! *beep* Damage beyond repair!! *beep* Damage bey........ Oh just blast it! You most certainly CAN'T!! :D
You want to die.
HAHA. You shall die EACH day. You shall face the consequences, here and now...there and then!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
^ And that was my conscious laughing at me!!
I think scars are like battle wounds in a way. They show what you've been through and how strong you are for coming out of it. Plus, People always complain about their memories, never about their minds.!
ReplyDeleteA Word of advise, The key to success is to focus our conscious mind on things we desire not things we fear.!